Upon meeting a man ordering five gin and tonics

G&T


That bitter slice of lime,
                                       of life
becomes a knife
A wedge
A spade
Pervades
               a
                   life
and splays
and cuts asunder

I have to wonder,

                                  ponder
the power of you.

This foul drink,

this bitter
               sweet
                        unnecessary
                                           necessary      



                                                                      ness

POP
Bang
fizz,

                 a gin and tonic,

to keep the dogs at bay,
        appease,

to hold,
to hold,
to hold,


to tease.

to sway
my heart, my mind,
for one more day
                             
                             
I drink a Gin and Tonic

A you.

Alone

Alone,                                                                        (after Wang Wei)

the brushwood door behind.

I watch the brilliance fall.

Pine trees gossip with cranes

nesting for the night.

Few men visit now.

The wicker gate is silent.

Bamboo cradles its new powder,

lotuses shed their red robes.

You can see the lanterns rising-

jewels for the ford.

A call to chestnut pickers everywhere:

Come home.

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Permanence

I found you on the landing
Worried spilt red wine

I found you in the day’s post
A2 speeding fine

I found you in the kitchen
Burnt fags out of time

I found you on my tea mug
Your lips next to mine

I found you in all these things
I find you all the time




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Awake. 5 a.m.

Quietly you snore
Rising and falling
My hibernating bear
and I know something you don’t

It has come.

This lonely hour of morning
When the leaves are asleep
The flowers tucked in

Angels fall from heaven

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catching glimpses

if i could stand breathless

and look into my eyes

that hold generations

of knotted fingers

that twisting grey hankies

would wipe off old smudges

then i could know them

i could feel hearts stuttering

as bombs dropped and tore

life into ribbons

i could feel time stretched

thin across winters

where life breathed hot wisps

between legs and embraces

then i could know those inside my skin, my eyes

but silent and silvery

in the mirror’s reflections

i see tired eyes wanting

and bored air

and curtains

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Red lights

Lupine eyes, nylon faces,
verisimilitude puddle deep,
vacant Hellos and Good-byes

I pass by the hollow eyes,
oiled glass holds its prize,
vulva lights mix and meld

this hunger un-quelled,
black spider lace unopened,
I decline the parlour

Off the cobbles ardour,
vapid shopping spree behind,
a door holds sanity by

But

my mercurial lusts vie.
Vamps, men, women, muscles,
a profusion of sexual carousels, unending.

By NLMcD