I shall

I shall... 

i shall busy myself with radiators

that need bleeding

apparently

and busy myself with toast

unburnt

because it is bread

and busy myself with smells

then hurry them

along

and busy myself with washing

unseparated so that it seeps

sad colours

i shall busy myself

away

Marked

Marked

  

This mark here

on the wall

stained fingers of sweat

or lube

or something

else wet

remain on the paper

What tastes did you taste

when he fought in our

bed

greased skin

and stubble

eating each other ?

When you fucked it all up

marked

the walls of our home

When your bodies       moaned            about our bedroom

Condoms

  tossed

down

I walked back later

Was that your hand

or his

splayed on the wallpaper?